This morning I woke up praying for my fairy
godmother to come along and wave her magic wand. Instantly changing my
circumstances. Bringing me clarity. Taking me out of the twilight zone of the
unknown. But she didn’t come. And I knew she wouldn’t because I am my fairy
godmother and only I can change my circumstances by the way I view them.
I am trying hard to walk the walk I keep writing
about instead of just writing about it. You know practising what I am preaching
or in my case writing. But it’s hard when I am constantly being tested to
remain positive. It’s easy to be cynical. To view the glass as half empty. To project
outside of myself then to look within.
By now I should be able to walk on water because of all
I have been through. Instead of sapping my own energy because I am being so
judgemental of myself. So I closed my eyes and asked for guidance to rebuild my
strength and stop letting doubt side track me. Then a story I read to my son
when he was a baby came into my consciousness. It was about an elephant who
desperately wanted to fly. The elephant tried and tried and believed in himself
and talked to himself but still he could not fly. He questioned the universe
about why it was that he could not fly even though he truly believed he could.
And the answer was nothing is impossible as long it is within the confines of
your physical being. We can’t fly physically but we can fly figuratively. We
can’t do everything and be everything to everyone else but we can to ourselves.
My quote for the day from Bill Cosby was “I don’t
know the secret to success. But I know the secret to failure is trying to
please everybody.”
And that’s it for me for now. Time to make
breakfast. Wake my children up. Get dressed. Tell myself something wonderful is
going to happen to me today. Drive my children to school. Go to work. Remind
myself something wonderful is going to happen to me today. Set my intention for
the day. Reflect on it. Project it. Live it. Do it.
No fairy godmother. Just me waving my magic wand and
getting on with it. Because I know something
wonderful is going to happen to me today.
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