Our lives are constantly in a state of hurrying along as it
is. Instant messaging. BB messaging. Facebook. Twitter. Information overload.
We need time to sleep. To rejuvenate. Lighten our load. But yet we still have
daylight savings where we lose an hour in the day in the spring and gain an
hour in the day in the fall.
Losing that hour has become harder and harder for me to
accept as I age. I need all the time I can get in a day without losing any
second or minute for that matter - let alone an hour! At least that’s what I
tell myself. Excuses are sometimes easier than accepting the reality of my
human imperfections.
I think we should leave well enough alone. Let time do what
it is meant to do, not adjust it for some antiquated system that no longer
serves a purpose in our daily lives. Except upset our balance. Make us groggy.
Tired. Grumpy. We are already a sleep deprived people. Trying to do as much and
sometimes more than we are capable of doing. Because we have placed ourselves
on these unnecessary treadmills. Trying to respond immediately. Trying to be
everything to all people. Trying to be superhuman. Pushing. Driving. Exhausted.
Frustrated. No quality. Just quantity.
So this morning I stayed in bed for that extra hour giving
myself permission to sleep in to enjoy my family with me. The comfort and
safety of my home before having to face the rush of the new day with one less
hour! Even thinking about it makes me
tired but there is nothing I can do about it, it’s there. For reasons I don’t
understand. Times have changed. People have changed. Losing an hour can be
disruptive rather than beneficial to this modern generation who operates at
full speed without taking a break.
But this hour change thing is part of a bigger dynamic than
me. Than us. And it is outside my control so I have to let it go and go with
the flow. Even if my flow has one less
hour. What I have to tell myself today as Eckhart Tolle says, "Life is now.
There was never a time when your life was not now, nor will there ever be.” So
I guess I never had the extra hour to lose anyway. It is just an illusion. An
excuse to justify my inadequacies or should I say human fallacies. Adjusting my
mindset is all I can do and go with the flow because it never stops and never
loses time.
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