Yesterday I travelled
all day both metaphorically and physically. I left my hotel in New Orleans
early so that I would not get caught up in traffic. Meeting a taxi driver who
talked to me about the hardships that are still occurring in New Orleans as a
result of Hurricane Katrina some 8 years before. Of how people still have
nowhere to go so they have not returned to where they were before. How many of them
have struggled and are still struggling to rebuild what they had. And for
those who returned how it took them some three years to do so. Paths
intersecting to teach me to be grateful for what I have because it can be taken
in an instant.
The physical
is temporary. The spiritual is forever. Eternal. I knew as soon as I woke up and
saw the date that I would be in a sacred space all day because it was my mother’s
birthday. And every year when her day comes around, I feel myself reconnect with
her spiritually. Letting me know her essence remains within me. Even though
physically we will never see each other again in the physical forms we had known,
we will always be connected spiritually as she remains in me as I remain in
her.
I knew no
matter what came my way, I was being watched over by my angel mother because it
was the day she entered her physical body to begin her path of becoming my
mother. Gathering up her experiences to prepare herself to set the stage for me
to enter my physical body some 31 years later in her life. Some 50 years ago in
mine. I felt her with me all day long.
So I felt a sense of confidence. A sense of what was to be was going to be so there
was no sense worrying about anything.
As we flew
through the air last evening on my last leg home from Miami to Bermuda, I
looked out the window and saw layers of pillowy clouds- thick, puffy clouds
like marshmallows against a red sun
setting sky. Almost like flames of passion streaking through the purity of the
clouds. I felt so connected to the Divine. So at peace with my place in life.
To know I am a part of creation. Of all that is possible and available
abundantly and freely.
To know the
energy I give out is the energy I receive. To know life is all about being
present. Not doing. Not projecting. Nor expecting. Just being.
And when we
are truly in the presence of ourselves that’s when we hear the voice of angels,
the whisper of our meaning, the sweet sound of eternity all wrapped up in the
magic of our existence.
This thought drawing me to my O magazine. Leading me to this most haunting, touching and profound
quote Oprah referenced in her column, What
I know for Sure, “Let the power come. Let ecstasy erupt. Allow your heart to
expand and overflow with adoration for this magnificent creation and for the
love, wisdom, and power that birthed it all. Rapture is needed now - rapture,
reverence, and grave.” Wow.
She ended
her column by stating, “Our main job in life is to align with the energy that
is the Source of all energies, and to keep our frequency turned to the energy of
love….When that is your life’s work, mystery solved - or at least, the mystery no
longer mystifies you. It only heightens the rapture, reverence, and grace.”
I felt her
words and the quote deep down in my soul almost as if the Divine and my angel
mother were giving me clues. Clues to answer the questions that have been plaguing
me of late, Is this all there is? When will I step into my own? Am I doing what
I am meant to be doing? Letting me know I am always in my own and I am always
where I am meant to be as long as I am fully present allowing space for rapture,
reverence and grace. Namaste Mama and Oprah with love and light, reverence and grace.
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