There are so many more demands on us than ever before
because of the advance in technology. We know too much or we think we know too
much about what’s happening all around the world because the information is
only a click away on our computers. We are expected to respond quickly to every
demand made on us because of the Internet.
I don’t know about you but I am suffering from brain
overload at the moment. I have so many demands, so many choices to make, so many
obligations that sometimes I just want to sit in a chair facing the sun on my
own and shut the rest of the world off. Sometimes I just want to silence the
chatter in my head. The constant demands I put on myself because I am expected to
be a certain way. Complete certain tasks. Be on point all the time.
Sometimes I just want to listen to nothing but the sound of
silence so I can really and truly hear what my instincts, inner compass, or
third eye is trying to tell me. Trying to guide me. Lately I have been feeling
flustered trying to keep up. Trying to prioritize what’s important. Trying to
please. And I am feeling slightly overwhelmed because I’m not sure if the
decisions I am making are the ones I really want to make. Or if I am making them
because that’s what everyone expects me to do.
I am trying not to be too hard on myself because I know I am
human and I know I am constantly being tested as are so many of you at the
moment. I am trying to be patient and surrender to the Universe so it can guide
me to where I am meant to be. However I sometimes get impatient and worry that
I am missing out on opportunities because I am trying to be it all rather than
just being.
Just getting these thoughts out there has helped to calm the
energy that has been churning inside me. Has unblocked some of my
apprehensions. So this has been a good thing. I just have to let them out every
once in a while and hope for the best. I know now that the sound of silence is
a gift from the Universe. A gift for us to inhale our chatter and exhale our
fears leaving us with clean energy. Allowing us to see the possibility ever
present in our lives. The abundance. The love.
I know it is important to believe in possibility. Because possibility
gives us hope. Without hope there is no
possibility. We always have to have faith because without faith, there is no
hope. We always have to be patient and not over extend ourselves because then
we will miss the everyday blessings that are there for the taking.
Today I will take deep breaths whenever I feel myself going
helter skelter. I will close my eyes and see myself sitting in that chair all
alone facing the sun absorbing its rays and emptying my mind of all the
unnecessary chatter. I will allow the rays of the sun to cleanse me. To free
me. That way I will accept, believe and know I am blessed. I will know I am
enough. I will remember I am all that I am meant to be. And instantly my energy
will change and become the loving, forgiving and abundant energy it always is
when I allow it.
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