Woke up this morning to everything banging and crashing around
outside. The wind howling. Rain lashing against the windowpanes. The sound of a winter storm. Thinking what a
great day to stay indoors. To vegetate. To be cocooned from the storm brewing
outside.
I got up to check outside – to see that was causing the haunting
howling sound as the wind found its way through my windows - like the sound of
a crying lady lost at sea. And that’s when I saw just how stormy it was
outside. Leaves burnt from being whipped by the wind flying across the lawn.
Some on the ground sodden from the rain that was beating down.
Seeing yet another rainy day and this time mixed with high
winds we have not seen in a while, at first my spirits dropped as I thought
when will this rain ever end? When will we have some sun to dry out the
dampness that seems to be a permanent feature of my home? To dry out the mud
that is becoming more present than the grass. To lift my spirits because there
is no sun. I wasn’t born to be a troglodyte. I was born to be outside basking
in the sun was my lament to the Silence.
The silence answered me by having me glimpse my calendar
showing me that today is the first of March. The first day of the month that
will bring in spring and I realized it is March coming in like the lion it can
be. This time angry that its season of winter was not allowed to show its
force, dampened by the rain and the high humidity that cheated it of its
ability to be chilly and windy. Letting us know how fierce
our winter could have been and how we have been fortunate enough to have been
spared.
My mood shifted from one of doom and gloom to one of
gratitude, gratitude that yes the day may be stormy and the outside is dark and
gray but we have been spared all winter from the cold that we could have had. That
I live in a place where there are no snowstorms that keep us marooned indoors.
No ice storms that keep us bundled up so our faces don’t crack from the cold.
In a place where yes we have storms from
time to time but in general we are surrounded by the bluest of oceans and
landscape that looks like a continuous garden.
So I surrendered to the first of March accepting it is doing
its thing. Blowing in like a lion. Allowing winter to have its last hurrah
before it makes way for Spring. Allowing me the presence of mind to
exhale. Accepting with gratitude the
weather as stormy as it is, could have been a whole lot worse. Welcome March 1.
Welcome with all your force. Truly making your entrance as the lion you can be. Blowing away the remnants of winter before you usher in spring. Namaste
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