Last night my husband and I attended a tribute concert to
John Lennon in the Botanical Gardens. A fitting place for the tribute because we were sitting in the very garden where Lennon found his muse the double fantasy
freesia, a beautiful flower, allowing him to tap into his creativity again. It
was in the garden we sat last night that he composed his last album before he
was killed. Aptly titled Double Fantasy.
The weather forecast had predicted a stormy night at first
with two fronts approaching Bermuda but the stormy weather never came. A few times the moon
was obscured by heavy threatening clouds. Only for them to be magically
dispersed. And occasionally rain misted down on us. Almost as if to refresh us rather than soak us.
Once the show began the sky cleared leaving us unobstructed
views of a sky blanketed with twinkling stars and a perfect crescent moon resting amongst them. The air a perfect
temperature. Looking around at all the
people who had come to take in the Lennon feeling of love filled me with joy.
Some setting up picnics on the hill as families. Others like us going as
friends to relive our youth. Letting loose and enjoying the love and joy freely
flowing through the crowd.
I could feel Lennon’s spirit shining down on us. His
presence, I believe, a large factor for chasing away the stormy weather. Making way
for a picturesque setting against the backdrop of an unobstructed night sky. Allowing the perfect conditions for everyone
to have a great time.
Sitting there last night taking in the atmosphere absorbing the
love so prevalent throughout the crowd. Looking from face to face. I realized just
how quickly life can change no matter our social standing. No matter who we are.
Reminding me, we are never immune from the hands of fate. We never know when
our last day will come. Reminding me to live as if each second, each moment is
my last. Reminding me to be love, give love and receive love.
I wondered as I watched the slide show of Lennon with his then
young son, who is now a man himself, whether he knew he was on borrowed time when he took
his last voyage to Bermuda. I wondered if he had a feeling deep down inside compelling him to sail here with his son. I wondered if he wanted to
give his son a gift to remember him always. I wondered if these feelings
allowed him to open to a deeper part of himself. A part of himself he had
sheltered before. I wondered if his new found love of life and self allowed him
to write again after 5 years of writer’s block.
To allow his son and us to know no matter what, all we need is
love. No matter how desperate the situation we may find ourselves in, love will
always take us out of it.
For him to die having found love so profoundly and deeply as he did in his
last year of life was probably worth more to him than the fame he had acquired
his whole life. I looked around the garden and at the stars twinkling in the sky
and whispered thank you to Lennon for reminding me just how powerful love can
really be. So powerful that I believe it pushed all the bad weather away last
night. And allowed us to enjoy a night of Lennon and love.
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